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Hi, my name is Elmi and I turn 19 this year.

Malay.

I am a second year student in Republic Polytechnic studying Materials Science specializing in Biomaterials. :\

If I seldom contact you, at least you can catch up with me here since I am capable of posting up to 10 times a day LOL!

My life is quite boring, actually. But I'm content. :)






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Ohai, wedding…

Here’s just a quick update on my day. Today, I attended a wedding. :) And for me to update abt a wedding that isnt mine, it was obviously dreadful (for me, that is)

  1. I was forced to go
  2. It wasnt conducted at a hotel ballroom or anywhere grand but at a multi-purpose hall amidst HDB blocks so it was obviously very warm
  3. The fans at the multi-purpose hall were switched off and there were only 2 pathetic rotating fans at the sides of the hall and I didnt get any breeze under the scorching weather
  4. I perspired like a pig. My hair was ruined. My armpits were wet. My shirt was soaked. And this makes me a very, very unhappy wedding guest
  5. The chicken i ate was tough. I swallowed a bone. I wanted to spit it back out onto my plate but it’s very unglam to do so because I wanted to show the Brunei guests that I have table manners
  6. So after I was done eating, I thought I could sit down at the table all alone conquering it since I don’t forsee myself mingling around with my cousins but my mother said I have to get up and let other guests sit
  7. So I got up and stood beside a pillar with a cup in my hand, staring at people and greeting people I have never seen before in my life
  8. I stood, and perspired, and I was so embarrassed to be there because obviously I don’t fit in anywhere. I was close with my cousins when I was young but now I guess we’ve just drifted apart
  9. There was nothing for me to do there. I was just standing there, looking at people. And in my head, I started giving comments and impressions on everything and everyone. Who’s rich and who’s not. Who’s nice and who’s not. Who’s fashionable and who’s not. And how the colours of the wedding theme totally clash and do not match with the bride and groom’s get-up
  10. 5 minutes seemed to pass very, very slow there
  11. And then my father started to bring me around and introduced me to people I have never seen before in my life. And I learnt that they were damn loaded uh and I felt so inferior
  12. And during the photo-taking session, the lame DJ called out for the cousins of the bride and all my makciks asked me to join in. I swear I was so reluctant and it was so awkward for me to act close with them. And the DJ was not only lame, he was stupid. He spoke in Malay to the people who don’t understand Malay saying that he’ll play an English song later on. Wtf? You’re telling them that you’ll play an English song for them later on but you spoke to them in Malay? You think they understood you? You stupid or what?
  13. So after the photo-taking session, I got back to my pillar. Yes, that pillar is mine now since I must’ve spent the longest time with it than anyone else
  14. Then the bride and groom took off to AMK and my mother asked a no-brainer question whether I wanted to tag along. Of course not, duh!
  15. And after the bride and groom took off, I couldn’t locate any member of my family.  That was when things started to get very awkward for me because there was no one else I was comfortable with there. Father, mother, sister, nephew, niece were nowhere to be found
  16. I walked around, searching for my family and I felt all my makciks, pakciks, cousins looking at me like an idiot
  17. Since they were nowhere to be found, I went home. Since I was familiar with the area because it’s where Naemah lives so home is just a bus ride away
  18. I secretly headed for the bus stop and went home without informing anyone. And this is actually the second time I did something like this

My nephew and niece were very nice to try to entertain me because I think they noticed I was bored and lonely. Lol poor uncle. Okay, I wish for all the best to the newly weds and may they have as many children as possible. :)

Okay everyone’s home now and my mother is mocking me how I acted at the wedding infront of me now as I’m typing this. Was I THAT bad? And nephew and niece are like bombarding me with lots of questions and telling me that I could’ve played with them. Lol imagine an 18YO playing with children who are <10YO…

I am very sorry for the disturbing image below (HAHAHAHA!). This is just smth to “push down” the image rofl. I’ll come with a proper update when smth exciting comes along! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

(NSFW PHOTO) Happy 19th birthday to my shameless friend (and a bi, and a pedo), Dzikri Jasman, who never fail to embarrass me when he is unleashed in public with me. I never imagined we&#8217;d get this far with our friendship with F5ives when I first saw you back in secondary one rofl. Nonetheless, it was great knowing you because you were never boring and it&#8217;s not like I can just come across with another being just like you because you&#8217;re so uh&#8230; unique? ;) Since some of us are picturing you and I on some gay magazine (what magazine you read ah Nab?), I shan&#8217;t say more because just the thought of it gives me the goose bumps. Remember last time&#8230; in seconday two, I can&#8217;t exactly remember what I did to you but you were so pissed at me and otw to recess, you bitched to Lipei about me loudly at the staircase and I was there to hear everything and when you realized I was right there behind you, you quickly ran down the stairs with Lipei like a makcik. Remember not!?

(NSFW PHOTO)

Happy 19th birthday to my shameless friend (and a bi, and a pedo), Dzikri Jasman, who never fail to embarrass me when he is unleashed in public with me. I never imagined we’d get this far with our friendship with F5ives when I first saw you back in secondary one rofl. Nonetheless, it was great knowing you because you were never boring and it’s not like I can just come across with another being just like you because you’re so uh… unique? ;) Since some of us are picturing you and I on some gay magazine (what magazine you read ah Nab?), I shan’t say more because just the thought of it gives me the goose bumps.

Remember last time… in seconday two, I can’t exactly remember what I did to you but you were so pissed at me and otw to recess, you bitched to Lipei about me loudly at the staircase and I was there to hear everything and when you realized I was right there behind you, you quickly ran down the stairs with Lipei like a makcik. Remember not!?

I need something to do..

I’m bored. It’s the school vacation and everyone’s busy with IEP/IIP, FYP and whatever, except me. Because I stupidly turned down the IEP offer at some lame company and my FYP team can’t start with our project because of some complications. I’m bored. I’m broke. I don’t know whether should I work part-time. I’m bored. I don’t really want to go out because it’s sooo warm. I hate the weather. I’m bored. I’ve been thinking and… I’m scared, I’m nervous, I’m anxious, but at the same time, I’m excited for what the future holds for me. Now I’m bored again.

Mom&#8230; I can&#8217;t see where I&#8217;m walking under the hot sun because the ground&#8217;s so bright. :) I need.. that&#8230;.

Mom… I can’t see where I’m walking under the hot sun because the ground’s so bright. :) I need.. that….

The weather has been sweltering lately. How can all of those people waiting at the same bus stop as me NOT perspire?! I hate leaving the house now. Oh wait, even at HOME I&#8217;m perspiring! I took a nap this afternoon only to wake up to find beads of sweat on my forehead and a sticky body. Haha! HAHAHAHAHAHA today I just discovered that the girl who got punched in the face by SHINee&#8217;s manager during their departure from Singapore was actually a friend of mine. ROFL!!! I shall keep her identity unknown because I&#8217;m not THAT mean. So tomorrow&#8217;s my last paper and apparently it&#8217;s the most dreaded one for me. Gosh. I really hate chemistry! I barely know what the last few topics are about uh wtf. Ah whatever, I&#8217;m confident hope&#8217;s on my side for tomorrow. I will start praying 5 times a day if I manage to pass this paper. Hopefully there&#8217;ll be moderation. And lately, there has been some inner conflict between me and Prata. Seriously man. Learn to show some respect to others. I really cannot stand Prata anymore. I have this strong urge to cleanse Prata&#8217;s foul mouth with soap (it is LITERALLY smelly!!). Prata&#8217;s like a man with constant PMS 24/7. That&#8217;s worse than a woman. Pussy. Wait, don&#8217;t tell me you&#8217;re a tranny&#8230; Anyway; Prata, please stop lying to yourself and everyone around you. I didn&#8217;t know Prata can be such a hypocrite&#8230; Enough of this, let&#8217;s all admire Bom, shall we? :&#8217;) (now I want to eat egg prata :\) P.S. If you think it&#8217;s you, it&#8217;s you. :)

The weather has been sweltering lately. How can all of those people waiting at the same bus stop as me NOT perspire?! I hate leaving the house now. Oh wait, even at HOME I’m perspiring! I took a nap this afternoon only to wake up to find beads of sweat on my forehead and a sticky body. Haha!

HAHAHAHAHAHA today I just discovered that the girl who got punched in the face by SHINee’s manager during their departure from Singapore was actually a friend of mine. ROFL!!! I shall keep her identity unknown because I’m not THAT mean.

So tomorrow’s my last paper and apparently it’s the most dreaded one for me. Gosh. I really hate chemistry! I barely know what the last few topics are about uh wtf. Ah whatever, I’m confident hope’s on my side for tomorrow. I will start praying 5 times a day if I manage to pass this paper. Hopefully there’ll be moderation.

And lately, there has been some inner conflict between me and Prata. Seriously man. Learn to show some respect to others. I really cannot stand Prata anymore. I have this strong urge to cleanse Prata’s foul mouth with soap (it is LITERALLY smelly!!). Prata’s like a man with constant PMS 24/7. That’s worse than a woman. Pussy. Wait, don’t tell me you’re a tranny… Anyway; Prata, please stop lying to yourself and everyone around you. I didn’t know Prata can be such a hypocrite… Enough of this, let’s all admire Bom, shall we? :’)

(now I want to eat egg prata :\)

P.S. If you think it’s you, it’s you. :)

2NE1’s latest single! :D Hmmm I’ve been listening to this track over and over again and yet I still don’t know what to say… :S As a fan, I MUST love this song, right? Well, at least it isn’t as horrible and ugly as 4 Minute and not as act cute-ish as SNSD. ;) HAH!